It's easier to give up in e-mail

I won't lie to you. I also dumped girls in e-mail. It's easier and, after only three dates common courtesy doesn't dictate other behavior. My pain is for she never even said 'no'. It looks like she gave up. It was easier for her to run away, to forget.

And why is it so painful after only three dates? Well, that's the whole point. It's painful because after three dates it hurts and that's not a common thing.

I'm in Sheffield, UK. Sky was dark today as appropriate for English weather. And good for that. I don't know how I would deal with the pleasant European sun in such a day. In the afternoon the skies were red with frustration. Yes, frustration. It's all very frustrating. Forecast for the weekend is rain. I hope they miss the forecast because I don't feel like crying.

And I told her that I don't write about personal stuff in my blog...